❤ му dєαя dιαяу
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ SHIFTED! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Dear All, I've shifted to: www.qiuxue.tumblr.com➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 02 Sep 2010 - Classic lunch time! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Boss drove us to downtown for lunch (MAC) So I missed my daily lunch nap ): BUT some CLASSIC happened! We went to fairprice, Wanyee got so excited when she see.. "PONG BA BAO" And didn't realise tat there's a guy standing infront of her! So She knocked onto him! Walked one step den u turn back and push back the person to his orginal position! MAN! Who will actually do tat? Normally we will jus apologise n walk away.. But wanyee push that guy back as if the guy is an object! This causes boss, me and serene laugh till no tmr! * my classic colleague - wanyee! * Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel! ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 26 Aug 2010 - Awesome God! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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After chatting with Marcus abt SIA airstewardess recruitment. I wanted to go SO MUCH! But I knew in my heart that my vision has yet to be fulfill. Feeling led to fast today.. I ask God to show me direction. In the afternoon, I was informed that I'm leading praise for CG meeting. Then after I was informed to lead worship also! Man.. This is the first time I lead worship!!! God is show me direction even when I'm not done fasting yet. There was an excitement in my heart but I was so nervous. I keep praying, speaking in tongues in my heart while working. I wanted the best for the first time. I don't want to flop, at all! Head down to Manyau's, practice with reeve and weiling. I thank God for wonderful guitar which really make everything different! Weiling said: "u pattern many many" HAHA. Finally its time for CG meeting to start. As usual I stuttered cos I'm too nervous. Slowly I begin to flow. After praise I felt so hot, sweating like mad! Then enter into worship. To be frank I feel super hot only. Den the word preached by jiayi was really good! Be a listener. To my surprise, evaluation of CG meeting is 8/10 Overall a good cg meeting. God is really really good. I will rmb this day, His goodness. I kept thanking God for great anointing n presence just now. God nv shortchange me. AMEN :D PS: dreams can be fulfill anytime we want, but vision is something according to God's timing. World or God, choose God and it can NEVER be wrong. :) * I chose vision * Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel! ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 24 Aug 2010 - DR. AR Bernard's (leaders mtg) ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Head down to jurong west for Dr. AR bernard's leaders mtg! - forgot to bring ezlink card - $3.10 from tanah merah - pioneer, refund a dollar. - bus 179 to church, a dollar. Totally broke by now, no money for even KFC -.- The mtg was powerful, like warfare. Indeed God will nv build something with the mindset of destroying it. When Adam sin, God can jus jolly well cancel everything that He has created. But He didn't. There is a purpose. When God's goodness had been expressed in Holiness (ultimate righteousness) and Love - the extention of His full favor and compassion for us (thru self sacrifice) Sounds conflicting? NO. We can love without compromising our "ultimate righteousness" Main message : TURNING POINT. Its a point of DECISION. New word learnt: heb. KHESED (mercy) - expressed in passionate, undeserved loyalty (defining quality of God's character) Loyalty is a gift, can't buy. If u can buy it means u can sell it also (fake loyalty) # Turning point is an event marking a unique or impt historical change of course.(Decide which direction) # Turning point is an event marking a unique or impt historical decision to not change course but to make a deeper commitment to the existing course. I didn't regret. Neither am I shaken by the crisis of my church. I am passionate & undeservedly loyal to my City Harvest! A great testimony is coming along SOON. After mtg, met up with roy n john tay and his gf. Grumbling that I'm so hungry and having gastric ))): Went to pioneer coffeeshop for late dinner! I draw 20dollar transferred by Alex. And I forgot to take the money! When I go back, it's GONE! -.- In the end, roy gonna blessed me with 10dollar! For chicken chop with countable fries & mrt back home! Anyway imma coughing like mad now ): * All things will work out good for those who love God * Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel! ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 24 Aug 2010 - recent egg-citment! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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I need to discipline myself to pray pray pray! Oh God, I need a room to myself. Had KFC for dinner with mummy and that pig *noise pollution* Man! I've yet to discuss that 3K plans with daddy *nervous* I want a different 21st bday, pls....... Ya btw I'm totally amazed by the new doorbell! It has hokkien, eng and cheena music! AWESOMEEE! :* Woke up @3am to pee, what a weird timing! I've grown up, usually I will jus pee on my bed! :x My bb is getting more and more sotter each day! Woke up late late late today! Couldn't tink of what to wear becos my heels haven been send to the cobbler yet! I'm left with flats n wedges but I need heels! And best ting is ltr I got leaders mtg @ jurong west! I won't want to anyhow dressed >< Rush rush rush! Okay imma soooo egg-cited to go SOT 2011! Bible school, here I come. I need financial blessing, abundant! LOL! best part is beloved paiidang and jojo might be gng too! Was crapping with beloved on msn ytd.. He promised to share half of his bread with me :* HAHA, buy tent n slp in church or walk home from jurong west! How awesomeeee! -.- Anyway let's see what I can do to go for SOT! God bless me, AMEN :* Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel! ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 23 Aug 2010 - morning updates. ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Something is wrong with me. Body's tired but can't sleep. HA! Alright some random update. Ytd night sent JY my spiritual report while doing facial mask! Awesomeeee! CLINIQUE products rocks to the max! :D This morning: - drop my spects on my transport went to pick up. I knocked my head real hard against the front seat! How awesomeeee?! :* - went down to canteen, no sandwhich today, wow GREAT! - waiting for the lift up to office, some kan chiong spide press the lift button so many times! Who's the one tat came up with the logic:"press more, it will come faster??!" RETARDED. Hahaaha! And now, imma sitting on the toilet bowl blogging! HEHE! Stay tune for more! ;) Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel! ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ letting it go :) ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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i had enough of all your nonsense i guess. sms-es, msn & phone calls. neverending encouraging u.. BUT YOU.. self pity, selfish & the "me, myself & i" attitude. i gonna say im going to let go helping u. It's not fruitful, it's a waste of my time. TOTALLY NOT TEACHABLE! this is your attitude? "别人说的话 随便听一听, 自己作决定" no wonder there's no change from u. Sorry but please face your own consequences abt ur OWN decision :D Good luck to you, i'll see how u survive. Im moving on to help other ppl. Its DEFINITELY much better than leading u. GIMME A BRK FROM UR CHILDISH NONSENSE. * i had enough * ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 11 Aug 2010 - for my xiu xiu :) ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Dear XiuXiu, So so so Sorry, jie jie was too late to found out about ur news. Today was ur last day and i didnt sent u off. Xin described to me that u're in very much pain. U didnt passed away the way u wanted it to be. But i know u're perfect & super pretty now :) Jus wanna say u've been awesomeee! Neverending making so much noise in SJAB! Remember how u always: "jie this n jie tat, telling me stuff" Remember how u and xin cried during our passing out parade when i passed down post. It make my tears uncontrollable too! You've guys are sweet! Remember ur crazy laughter! U've make a mark in my life, really. the handmade gift with ur photo on it, its safely in my cardboard. I will rmb you forever, my mei. Promised to find u one of these days with nice nice flowers okay? :* With Lots of Loves & Huggs! Christine jiejie ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 05 Aug - in the midst of fire! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Was feeling really reluctant to go for cg meetin.. after all the shit he had gave me! Pissed me off BIG time with his childish mindset. Dragged myself to cg mtg and I ask God for a short word to woohooo myself abit. I was given: Deut5:23-24 (23 "So it was, when you heard the voice from the midst of the darkness, while the mountain was burning with fire, that you came near to me, all the heads of your tribes and your elders. 24 And you said: 'Surely the Lord our God has shown us His glory and His greatness, and we have heard His voice from the midst of the fire. We have seen this day that God speaks with man; yet he still lives. ) To be frank, I don't catch what He's trying to tell me! I reached PJ's place. Settled down for cg, hahaha goodness! Praise: my redeemer lives! Notice v24 says:"yet he still lives" got into worship session! I've finally understand and caught what is God trying to tell me! Listen n heed His voice in the midst of fire! Because He will definitely SPEAKS! Just listen! Woooohoooo, God is so good! :D After cg meeting, we had cgc's mtg. there's so much tings to plan. It's a good season to do discipleship and foundation building. Time for whacking now, gonna be more strict alr. Hehehe. Had supper with weilingg n PJ till 2am! How awesome! ;) Christine Tan. Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel! ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 03 Aug - Who is more important? ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Stop whining! if u wanna come den come.. If u don't want to come, don't come! As simple as that! Stop sitting there whining and whining all day and night. Burying urself in self pity. It's irk-ing me totally!!! God don't need you to come if u don't want to. * who is greater? * ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 01 Aug - (Part2) My burden, my desire! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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It wasnt a tick/approval that they can get attached. Right now things are getting really out of hands. They aint looking at the angle that imma at. Imma so burden. Just send my weekly personal report to Jiayi.
➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 01 August 2010 - HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, CITY HARVEST! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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Just some quick update about today! Slept at 2am as I was counselling lemon on the phone after having supper with Roy, Jiayi and weilingg. Alarm rang at 5am! Snooozed till 6! AWESOMEEEE :x Up and prepared, its was pouring like nobody business.. Weilingg came to pick me up by cabby becos I was too lazy to walk all the way out to the main road and comfort's line was congested -.- Anyway thanks shihan for buying an AWESOMEEEE mac brkfast for us despite of the big pour! Lurb lurb! The Q was so so so longgggg! People starts Q-ing at 3 or 4am alr! Man this is the CHC DNA! LOL! 1st Svc starts at 9am ends at 11am.. Ps Kong's preaching was AWESOMEEEE. I miss him so much, I always felt so moved whenever he stood on the stage and give us a smile! Its like assuring us that:"Guy's everything is gonna be alright!" I feel so safe to seePs Kong & Sun around! 2nd svc starts at 1130am! More AWESOMEEEE! Sun led worship, I wept like a baby! Man, her voice really carrys the presence and anointing of God! I want to have that anointing tat she has! HAHA! I know I love Jesus so much and its getting more and more! LOL! I guess many of other also wept like baby.. Such as weilingg! :x After worship was preaching by Ps Phil! He rock the whole stadium!!! Don't let how circumstances affect us! STAND with Jesus!!! He spoke a word to our church and Ps kong and Sun! Our church will do more mightier works den now.. Of cos new and more challenges will come! BUT DON'T GIVE UP! He even encouraged Ps Kong and Sun! Ps Phil really rocks! Though my church is gng through our tough times right now.. God is gng to bring us higher level! True friendship had been proven and tested through our trials! :) AWESOME and POWERFUL 21st anniversary, w/o those pops and balloons like last year but it was still so GREAT! It's not abt the wooohaaaa but its abt an encounter with Jesus! Aftermath..went fellowshipping with W193 peeps at some prata stall..
➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 04 July 2010 --> RIGHT NOW! ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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i must say something or post something now. it's been really hard these days.. but i know MY GOD IS GOOD! i know it's not by chance im place in a new youth cell group. But everything is still kinda blur~ and i must confess: "i felt so TERRIBLE ytd when my own team is not standing with me." but i really need to thank God for great peeps in W193 such as weilingg, joanna & PJ! i will be feeling more great if my own team would jus make an effort.. DO IT TOGETHER WITH ME! it's really nv easy for me to start all over..neither for my team.. a new ground to conquer! i hate getting to know new people.. its a boring job to ask "are u schling or workin" etc.. but i am going to TRY! GUYS~ stand by me plsssss! ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 19 June 2010 --> LC ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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thurs - i kinda tot of him. friday - saw the same LEXUS R800 at the spot he always picked me. saturday - his cg & him passed by mine. tot they were gone after but saw them at city hall.. whats is this? after our fellowship, we decided to meet up for butterfactory tog.. halfway im already feeling guilty.. its been really long since we contact.. i tot we will jus be norm and ya.. we're not. we've been spotted by some ppl from our church.. LC is kinda high profile after he won sumting in AC2010.. moreover his bro is WC, who dunno who's WC in CHC? i was shocked when he held my hands. i was shocked about the kisses. i hope it was right but i know its definitely not, i know.. becos he's attached. i love everything that he do and said that night even though its jus 45mins. we didnt expect it but we did it. * i felt bad * ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 18 May 2010 --> Leaders meeting with Ps Jeffrey R. ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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still not feeling quite good. but still went for combine leaders mtg @ jurong west. its Ps. Jeff R. from indo. great word shared, i was so inspired. During the day is when we should release our potential. At night is to sleep & God will do the job. i wanna do something that requires my potential & stretch myself again! potential is something inside of you that have yet to be discover. been really thinking this few days, what can i do which is my best. i know i wont leave because i know my God is good! met weilingg & peeps @ BEST. den head home together. ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 17 May 2010 --> coffee session with darlingg bel ♥ ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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hasnt been smiling & laughing much after the hard fact. carelessly drop my $10 daily allowance on the floor, outside my house gate. yan tore my pants which i have only wore once! im in a real bad mood. wasnt even feeling good for gng out after work all i could tink of is sleep, sleep & still sleep. but this meet up was arrange weeks ago, so jus go. i need this so much. if u know me well, im not someone that will share all my prob with u. alot of ppl text and call me, saying that they wanna be listening ears. BUT to me, pls understand that this kind of words may irritate me. i will tell you what happen if i want to, feel like, feel that u can be an advisor. if not, NO. darlingg was really nice, letting me have my fav pearly soya milk get some fresh air. photos of the day! BLACKBERRY ROCKS!                IPHONE SUCKS :p       * i love darlingg * ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 16 May 2010 --> feeling so much ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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im still feeling so much after a rest. everyone ard me was really encouraging.. boon, shifu, weilingg, huifen, Jonathan and etc... everyone is telling me: "every disappointment is a new appointment" "God has a greater plan" thanks guys but i cant see it. thousand & million of question in my mind.. where will i go? what will i do next? still go for leadership training? can i survive with the new ppl? what will happen to the ppl under me? especially my huimei. so many many doubt.. no doubt i was agree with God i asked: "why always bring me so near yet so far?" its like God playing game with me, always. * shuttig myself down" ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 15 May 2010 --> HARD FACT. ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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service was great. everything was great till debrief. the HARD FACT hit many of us. its been 4 yrs, running this race for God & this cellgroup E399. im feeling so much after it was annouced, disband. everyone cried so hard, even me.. i even cried on butter factory dance floor! you guys will nv feel what im feeling unless u're in my shoe. experiencing it urself. within a day, vision was gone. after the hard fact, we treasured each other more. decided to go PS Hong kong cafe for dinner before butter factory. i jus wanted to spend more time with my E399. so i was late for butter. the feeling is jus beyond description. photo time! READY for service!   waiting for debrief. max.   my huimei.   
           * i love my E399 * ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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˚◦°°❤ ๑۩۞۩ 13 Mar 2010 --> Dajie's 23th birthday! ♥ ๑۩۞۩ ❤°°◦˚
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had a wonderful service ♥ had a wonderful celebration of dajie's birthday @ ascott raffles ♥ theme: white! let the picture speak to u ♥ getting READY for a long day (:   my most irritanting member; huimei!♥   me & yw!  together! ♥         thanks to yw, ivan and etc people.. for lying to me that my shirt has a whole.. which make me feel so nervous on my way to ascott hotel.. the moment i reach there everyone says no hole -.- what a nice joke, not funny. alright here's the 2nd part of party! ASCOTT RAFFLES (: the refreshments!    the suite!       cake cutting session!     dajie!   jocelyn    huishan  indian poker session! IT'S SUPER FUN!!!       some got tired.. like me :x some got to leave.. and i head to bed! LOL! here come the next morning fun! wake up face! me & jocelyn again!   an apple in the morning!  balloon is love!     TIME TO GO HOME & BATHE!    * HAPPY BIRTHDAY, dajie! * ➸ xυє'єя (｡◕‿-｡)
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